I let myself dissolve into a flowering cherry tree So that’s how it feels to be almost all the way pink Orange, magenta, deep purple, periwinkle all had their way with me as well I rubbed a Lamb’s Ear leaf on my cheeks as I walked and hummed Through a forest inhabited by roads and …
Are you my mother? I do not have to ask And I feel the weight of Privilege To be so held, so nourished, Celebrated and cherished By Earlene and by her Mother, Maggie and even By her mother Minerva though I Never met her she meets Me As midwife, herbalist, healer, lover And I hear …
I love this ridiculous life! Especially during the times where I get to feel the low notes course through my being. I appreciate the symphony my heart. I relish bleeding out the past each month as I celebrate my womb. I wholeheartedly eat the junk food and watch the silly shows with my kids. It’s …
Christ is alive in my soul today. Surrendered to life, Living Waters gushing Energies orienting to Harmony The Pagan and the Mormon Have laid themselves down in The cool Spring grass, laughing Over whether the egg is a Tomb or a Womb The housewife and the prostitute are Sharing Tales of shaping boys into men …
(A birthday sketch by Stevan Barfuss) Fire and water, Within elemental eyes And the presence of Ages, She plays with The energies of death And life,like A child in a sandbox. Playing the game, Flowing with pain and the tumult- Staying Open to receive the Blessings of The Mother, she greets All of the living …
The journey called And I answered Stripping Sacred clothing That held me And bound me Naked wildness I danced With feet on earth A child Playing in the woods Learning Magic arts Forest darkness Held me Free To explore my depths Playing Worshipful laughter At the joke That ravished, Tormented Stripped again Bare, Bruised, Raw …
“I’ve enjoyed watching your relationship with you and your husband…” “Haha he’s not my husband…”“Oh, sorry, your partner…” “Well, not really that, either, we’re sort of something else, a new experiment of sorts in sovereign relating…” This morning I am feeling deeply. Appreciation. Honor. The deepest of love. A desire to share the sacrament of …
It’s true I’ve walked through fires I’ve run through my dark inner corridors I’ve jumped not knowing where or how I would land I’ve gotten burned Seen terrors inside myself And found myself shattered at the bottom of the cliff I rise I smile and laugh and cheer us all on My scars invisible yet …
Day 1 of the 44 day thing. I knew I wanted to do something for 44 days to honor my 44th birthday in the year 2022. It feels significant. Or rather, I want to make it significant. That humans can create meaning is a pretty unique and fun game. So, here goes. I’m scheduled to …
At some point the thought of being exposed becomes less painful than the effort it takes to stay hidden. What is it that I am even protecting? If there was ever anything out of my control it would definitely be other people’s story about me. No accident that in photography the thing being exposed is …
