I am here. I am watching. I am learning. I think this is an important game. An initiation. We will each receive it in our own way. Bow and let the curtain drop. Well played, everyone. Time for a new way. It is frightening, truly. And tempting to take up a position on the drama …
If I can help you but I can hold you.
“Whoa, it’s kind of scary here in the city.” I ask my 12 year old what she finds the most intimidating as we navigate heavy traffic between tall buildings in our 15-passenger van. “Using crosswalks.” I chuckled, so much honest innocence there. In our town there are no streetlights, let alone crosswalks. Here in the …
Christ is alive in my soul today. Surrendered to life, Living Waters gushing Energies orienting to Harmony The Pagan and the Mormon Have laid themselves down in The cool Spring grass, laughing Over whether the egg is a Tomb or a Womb The housewife and the prostitute are Sharing Tales of shaping boys into men …
There is a difference Between Ability to use Great gifts and power And The claiming of them Through owning and facing the Shadows To prove your worth Or to know it Humbly The gifts then are not a thing You use Rather the way that you Are Used To say No without a show And …
It keeps happening. I keep having more and more powerful experiences with clients. Big energy, Big Love, Big Healing! And I am becoming more and more aware And humbled By the ways this energy opens people Honored by their trust Aware of the potential for damage. Grateful for the journey That has refined me and …
Day 1 of the 44 day thing. I knew I wanted to do something for 44 days to honor my 44th birthday in the year 2022. It feels significant. Or rather, I want to make it significant. That humans can create meaning is a pretty unique and fun game. So, here goes. I’m scheduled to …
As promised on my About Page: Five years ago I gave birth to my 8th child. My oldest was about to start his senior year, and our relationship was strained and confusing. I was terrified that as I brought another child into this world I was going to lose the relationships I had worked so …
This is where I show the realness, the rawness, the relationships, the radiance, and the revelation that I experience as I walk through my days. I don’t censor these pages so be aware that content and language might be graphic. The truth of a seed is not the same as the truth of a branch, …
It was an invitation, he said. “Come Home.” I had a choice, he said: “Repent or be excommunicated. Or, well, I mercifully got a third option: leave.I smiled powerfully inside as I honored him in what I knew he thought was an act of love. What on earth could he possibly mean by “come home” …
